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|     so much talk      |
|     so many words     |
|    not to mention     |
|  the longing beneath  |
|                       |
| that longing consists |
|  of the vain attempt  |
|   to pretend to be    |
|     so much less      |
|                       |
|        namely         |
|          me           |
|                       |
|     the phantasm      |
|       must long       |
|     by definition     |
|                       |
| that definition being |
|         "I'm"         |
| (i.e. the idea of me) |
|      apart from       |
|    I AM THAT I AM     |
|                       |
|  the idea of oneself  |
| is one of resistance  |
|    to simply being    |
|      unqualified      |
|                       |
|        sinning        |
|    in other words     |
|                       |
|  but don't take that  |
|      religiously      |
|      but, rather      |
|   willful isolation   |
|      followed by      |
|     a whole lotta     |
|     what the fuck     |
|     in pretending     |
|      not to know      |
|     that the idea     |
|      of oneself       |
|        demands        |
|     said scenario     |
|                       |
|     by definition     |
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