M"W"M/62 - Psychotic nutcase attempting to pull rug out from under his self definition en route to the be-stillness-of-I-AM-God - psychotic for refusing to acknowledge how attempting such could only reinforce the sense of there being such a self to undo it-self. Sixty-two years of search has led to encountering exactly zero females of similar interest. But you know how online hope springs desperately eternal - if not eternally September.